Thursday, 24 December 2009

AVATAR


After watching the movie with my fellow friend in boys brigade after a long exhausting but fruitful youth camp,do some research bout this movie that catch my eyes for almost 3 hours,from wiki(most of my resource alwayscome from here ;-P)..

In Hinduism, Avatar or Avatara (Devanagari अवतार, IAST avatāra, Sanskrit for "descent" viz., from heaven to earth, from the verbal root tṝ "to cross over") refers to a deliberate descent of a deity from heaven to earth(wow, sound like jesus), and is mostly translated into English as "incarnation", though more accurately as "appearance" or "manifestation". It corresponds more closely to the view of Docetism in Christian theology, as distinct from the idea of incarnation in mainstream Christology and its implication of God 'in the flesh'.(see, i thought so..)

The term is most often associated with Vishnu, though it has also come to be associated with other deities. Varying lists of avatars of Vishnu appear in Hindu scriptures, including the ten (daśāvatāra) of the Garuda Purana and the twenty-two avatars in the Bhagavata Purana, though the latter adds that the incarnations of Vishnu are innumerable. The avatars of Vishnu are a primary component of Vaishnavism.
( ok, i not really understand this part)
but,The proliferation of avatar’s second meaning can be traced to Second Life, a multiplayer online virtual world, where players fashion their own online personae called avatars. The popularity of the game has shot the term into the mainstream. Philip Rosedale, the creator of Second Life, defines avatar in the gaming sense as “the representation of your chosen embodied appearance to other people in a virtual world.” Considering that Second Life avatars may assume literally any guise — wings, a dragon’s head, gills and flippers — the key to avatarness, in Rosedale’s view, is user control. And insofar as a Second Life avatar does and is precisely what the player wants, not just a little Mario who can be made to run and jump or a shapely diva gyrating of her own programmed will, it comes far closer to being a full-fledged virtual persona.

Avatar is a 2009 science fiction film written and directed by James Cameron, and starring Sam Worthington, Zoe Saldaña, Sigourney Weaver and Stephen Lang. It was produced and distributed by 20th Century Fox. The film begins in the year 2154 and focuses on Pandora, an inhabited Earth-sized moon of Polyphemus, one of the three fictional gas giants orbiting Alpha Centauri A. Humans are engaged in mining Pandora's reserves of a precious mineral, while the na'vi, the sapient race of humanoids indigenous to the moon, resist the colonists' expansion, which threatens the continued existence of the na'vi and the destruction of the Pandoran ecosystem. The film's title refers to the remotely controlled, genetically engineered human-na'vi bodies used by the film's human characters to interact with the natives.[4]

Avatar had been in development since 1994 by Cameron, who wrote a 114-page scriptment for the film. Filming was supposed to take place after the completion of Titanic, and the film would have been released in 1999, but according to Cameron, "technology needed to catch up" with his vision of the film.( In early 2006, Cameron developed the script, the language, and the culture of Pandora.[it is not easy to make out a language and aculture u know]

the story goes like that,
In 2154, a corporation is mining Pandora, the lush, Earthlike moon of the gas giant planet Polyphemus, in the Alpha Centauri system. The humans are exploiting the unobtanium reserves. Parker Selfridge (Giovanni Ribisi), the administrator, employs former marines as mercenaries.

The indigenous are the Na'vi, a paleolithic species of sapient humanoids. Standing several feet taller than a human, with tails, bones reinforced with naturally-occurring carbon fiber, and bioluminescent blue skin, they live in harmony with Nature and worship a mother goddess called Eywa. Humans cannot breathe Pandora's atmosphere, and have created human-na'vi hybrid bodies called Avatars, so they may easily interact with the na'vi. Humans who share genetic material with an avatar can control it while their own body sleeps.

Jake Sully (Sam Worthington), a former marine who was paralyzed in combat on Earth, arrives on Pandora. Jake is hired for the Avatar program so he may replace his twin brother, who was killed, as he is compatible with his brother’s avatar. However, Jake is not a trained scientific researcher, much to the disappointment of Dr. Grace Augustine (Sigourney Weaver) and the rest of the science team. Despite their misgivings, the research team lets him into the program.

While Jake is escorting Augustine and a biologist named Norm Spellman (Joel David Moore) in their Avatar forms, the group is attacked by a large predator. Jake becomes separated from the others and tries to survive Pandora’s dangerous wildlife, before he is rescued by Neytiri (Zoë Saldaña), a female na'vi. While Neytiri is at first reluctant to help Jake, after some floating seeds surround him, she sees it as a sign from Eywa and takes him to Hometree, which her clan, the Omaticaya, inhabit. They decide to teach Jake their ways. Colonel Miles Quaritch (Stephen Lang), the leader of the mercenaries, hears about Jake's relationship with the Omaticaya and orders him to gain the trust of the na'vi so as to get them to abandon Hometree, which covers a large unobtanium deposit. Jake is given 3 months by Quaritch to complete this mission and is promised new legs in return.

During these 3 months, Jake becomes very close with the Omaticaya and begins to question the morals of the mission. Jake eventually become a hunter and is initiated into the clan. As part of his initiation, Jake tames a flying creature known as a Banshee. Jake and Neytiri choose each other as mates much to the jealousy of Tsu'Tey (Laz Alonso). While they sleep under the Tree of Voices, a bulldozer almost runs them over. The Tree of Voices is destroyed, though Jake manages to save Neytiri by disabling the bulldozer's camera systems. Quaritch witnesses this in the bulldozer's final video feeds. After heated discussion between corporate administrator Parker Selfridge and Augustine, Quaritch reveals a vlog where Jake says the na'vi will never leave, which convinces Selfridge to order the destruction of Hometree.

Jake is given one hour to get the na'vi to leave. When he reveals his mission to the na'vi, Neytiri accuses him of betraying them, which results in Jake and Augustine's temporary imprisonment. Humans arrive to destroy Hometree, killing Eytucan (Wes Studi), Neytiri's father and clan chief. After being forcibly detached from their avatars, Jake and his companions are detained. Trudy Chacon (Michelle Rodriguez), a pilot who is disgusted by the destruction of Hometree, breaks them out but Augustine is mortally wounded by Quaritch during their escape. With Augustine in a critical state, Jake sees no other option than to turn to the Omaticaya for help. Jake remembers that Neytiri told him that only five na'vi had ever tamed the Toruk, an immense flying beast. He tames it, and successfully earns back the na'vi's respect. He pleads with Mo'at (C. C. H. Pounder), the na'vi shaman, to heal Augustine, who is now dying. They attempt to transplant her soul into her avatar at the Tree of Souls, but she dies.

With the assistance of Neytiri and Tsu'Tey, Jake vows defiance against the humans and assembles thousands of na'vi from other tribes. Quaritch, seeing the na'vi's strength, orders a preemptive strike to destroy the Tree of Souls, the center of na'vi religion and culture; its destruction would leave the na'vi too demoralized to continue resisting the humans. Jake prays to Eywa to intercede on behalf of the na'vi in the forthcoming battle.

The na'vi fight with all their power but human technology outweighs na'vi bravery and they suffer heavy casualties, including Tsu'Tey, Trudy, and Norm's avatar. When all hope seems lost, the Pandoran wildlife suddenly launch a mass attack, overwhelming the humans. Neytiri interprets this as Eywa answering Jake's prayer.

Quaritch orders the bombing of the Tree of Souls but Jake destroys the bomber first. Quaritch escapes in an AMP (Amplified Mobility Platform) suit. He finds the Avatar interface field pod and attacks it to kill Jake. He damages it, exposing Jake to Pandora's atmosphere. Neytiri kills Quaritch and saves Jake, seeing his human form for the first time. They reaffirm their love for each other.

The humans are expelled from Pandora, while Jake and his friends remain. Jake is seen wearing the insignia of the Omaticaya clan leader suggesting that he has become the new leader after Tsu'Tey. The film ends with Jake's soul being transplanted into his na'vi avatar.


sources:
http://www.nytimes.com/2008/08/10/magazine/10wwln-guest-t.html?_r=2&scp=2&sq=avatar&st=cse&oref=login
http://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/avatar
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Avatar_(2009_film)

well about personal feeling..just wanna say... avatar just make me feel sad..
it kind of remind me bout the political issues in malaysia, why must ppl fight?can we just forget the different and live peacefully together?love can conquer all.. the greed and selfishness, and we come to an understanding that we are actually the same..until we meet those aliens one day.. God bless us and merry christmas..

Thursday, 12 November 2009

What is the difference between dating and courting?

What is the difference between dating and courting?

found this from one of the 88s,my beloved cell leader..namely sixuan..lolzz http://gohsixuan.blogspot.com/
not really related to me at this point of moment, anyway i was there too during the conversation happened...but.. as same as si xuan..i still don't really understand the differents, can u ?
here goes..

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This is an interesting material that my dear sis (Jac) sent to the other 3 ' 88s ' (namely me, Yuan, & Kricia). And even after reading, i find these 2 terms extremely confusing..hahaha...



Well, if you wanna know why Jac suddenly sent us this material (i was extremely surprised to get this from her too..hee hee..)? It's bcoz we were discussing this afternoon during lunch, which comes first..courting or dating? what's the diff?





Question: "What is the difference between dating and courting?"

Answer: Dating and courtship are two methods of beginning relationships with the opposite sex. While there are non-Christians who date with the intention of having a series of intimate physical relationships, for the Christian this is not acceptable and should never be the reason for dating. Many Christians see dating as little more than friendship and maintain the friendship aspect of their dating until both people are ready to commit to each another as potential marriage partners. First and foremost, dating is a time when a Christian finds out if his or her potential marriage partner is also a believer in Christ. The Bible warns us that believers and unbelievers should not marry each other, because those living in the light (of Christ) and those living in the darkness cannot live in harmony (2 Corinthians 6:14-15). As stated before, during this time there should be little or no physical contact, as this is something that should wait until marriage (1 Corinthians 6:18-20).

Courtship takes the position that the two people have no physical contact at all (no touching, no hand-holding, no kissing) until marriage. Many in a courtship relationship will not spend any time together unless family members, preferably parents, are present at all times. In addition, courting couples state up front that their intentions are to see if the other person is a suitable potential marriage partner. Courtship advocates claim that courtship allows for the two people to truly get to know each other in a more platonic setting without the pressures of physical intimacy or emotions clouding their view.

There are problems inherent with both styles. For daters, spending time alone with a member of the opposite sex whom we find attractive can present temptations that can be very hard to resist. The Christian dating couple must have boundaries in place and be committed to not crossing them. If they find this hard to do, they must take steps to ensure that Christ will always be honored during their time together and that sin is never given a chance to take hold of their relationship. Just as with the courting couple, the parents of the dating couple should be involved in the relationship, getting to know their child’s companion and being a source of wise and discerning advice and guidance for both of them.

Of course, the courtship style presents its own set of difficulties. While many courtship advocates see it as the only choice for finding a mate, others find it oppressive and overly controlling. In addition, it can be hard to find the “real” person behind the public face presented in front of the entire family. No one is the same in a group setting as he or she is one-on-one. If a couple is never alone together, they never have that one-on-one opportunity to relate and get to know one another in emotional and spiritual intimacy. In addition, some courtship situations have led to borderline “arranged marriages” by the parents and have resulted in resentment in one or both of the young people.

It is important to remember that neither dating nor courtship is mandated in Scripture. In the end, the Christian character and spiritual maturity of the couple is far more important than the exact nature of how and when they spend time together. Scripturally speaking, the result of the process—godly Christian men and women marrying and raising families to the glory of God—is far more important than the method they use to achieve that result. "Therefore, whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God" (1 Corinthians 10:31, NKJV).

Finally, care must be taken to avoid the pitfall of believing one’s personal preference—dating or courting—is the “only way” and looking down upon those who make the opposite choice. As in all things, the unity of the body of Christ should be of utmost importance in our minds, regardless of personal choices others make pertaining to issues on which the Bible is silent.


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still blur ..lolzzz...

Thursday, 5 November 2009

SOS.o wat can i say..

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that she don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

What am I suppose to do
When the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yes
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

I'm falling to pieces
(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh
'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name

What am I gonna do
When the best part of me was always you
And what am I supposed to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces,
(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)

Oh, it don't breakeven, no
Oh, it don't breakeven..

The Script Breakeven..

Thursday, 15 October 2009

wow.o wat have i done?

10 things i did recently that made me think i have been crazy

10. watch doreamon shoet clips for almost half day in stead f resding for my German literatur course short story, (die verwandlung,franz kafka),(woyzeck,)and Goethe.s.
still haven finish the whole story.

9.volunteer myself to join for eating competition in emerge (don't know can make it thru the pre-liminary round not>.>)

8.Accumulate my clothes for more than 10 days already and still no mood to wash.(still haven got the ham yu smell yet.

7.only have least than 5 bucks in my pulse to keep me survive for the next 50 days.
(pray and trust)

6. sleep together with the ants that craw over me thru the night> thanks to me and my roomate providing them food.(harmless..but a bit ganggu..)

5.didn't clear my desk for the whole last month!!(normally i 'll tidy up after study and the longest period my desk untidy won't be more than 3 days)

4.buy a gift for a someone special and turn out giving out to someone else during her birthday. she tot i would forget..so end up i pretend to forget.

3.my pledge is even more expensive than my school fees...(really a big challenge and a long and painful way to learn)

2.tmnld smnmetmnnet xi lmnvet xi madet a detcxisximnn tmn lmnvet smnmetmnnet etlset,tmn setet wat retactximnn shet wxill gxivet (xidximnt met)...zmnety xi'm smnrry.

1.Do nothing but wait...

confuse..

wow.o...wat have i done?

sos.o...wat can i say?

non.o...wat does it means?

a little more..a little more...

told u <3 but not 4> ?

shut up and mo,..

if you really confuse and don't understand wat is written up there, don't worry , i don't know either... just feel like need to put something up..

who cares.. my blog ma...

Sunday, 11 October 2009

ACTION PLAN>>

Greetings,first we would thank you for being supportive and lending a helping hand to us,

we gonna meet in the next 10 hours in front of Block D, KPS, UM.
as a friend, a support, a team and as a student, who not just care nothing about the rising issues , injustice and willing to stand up for it.
we are expecting a multitude of crowds with PBCUM t-shirt and black t-shirt in the location mentioned.

In the same time, we are also aware that the "friendly " UM security might stand with us for the whole event(if they didn't chase us away,which we believe they might try but find out unable to do so:-)) try not to argue or have any kind or body interaction with them.

If you are a student in UM, remember we some of us still have classes or even tests on monday, but as a team we can make sure each of us take turns to show our support to our friends. come when u don't have class, or even be there from the start till the end with us.just make sure there is always people around there.

If you are UM alumni or outsiders, we still welcome you but hope u can keep a lower profile as we don't want any collision with HEP or the Guard in unnecessary circumstances. ( after all they can invite you out and say "please receive the warning letter from HEP one month later.")

there might be Press and media, so keep an eye in case u don't wanna be in headline.(but sure some would like that)
We might expect some of you have a powerful voice to shout or cheer but kindly talk to us before you take any action.

we are not sure about banner or setting up booth for people to to sign more petition or print fl yer to spread the news or create awareness. this means we might need to bring laptop, printer or a sound system to coordinate too.(cause we never gonna get approve from HEP.haha) but we will see how it goes as it come.

Feel free to give any suggestion and advice as we not sure what might come on tomorrow morning.all reply can go to the main page wall or messages,

P/s: to coordinator, kindly give a briefing in the morning before we do anything.

a friendly reminder from,

Jonathan Tew,
A friend who care.
http://www.malaysiakini.com/v6/link.php?http%3A%2F%2Fenglish.cpiasia.net%2Findex.php%3Foption%3Dcom_content%26view%3Darticle%26id%3D1748%3Aum-charge-students%26catid%3D118%3Acpi-press-releases%26Itemid%3D162

http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=188217132587



Wednesday, 26 August 2009

goodbye 21...

I am who I am.
and glad to be who I am.
getting another fresh start in a few more minute..
goodbye 21..

Sunday, 23 August 2009

I love u...

it was a grace that lord put u in my life,
what would i be, where would i live,
if u never come into my life,
i can't imagine,

how could i drink, how could i eat?
by God's grace maybe, but when you were there,
you change my life,my life style,my sight,my experience,my everything.

everytime i have u in my hand, i feel that a lot thing i can do,
everytime i saw u in someone else hand,
i feel jealousy pop up from d bottom of my heart,
i work so hard to make u become part of my life,
yet everytime u leave easily me without saying goodbye.....
not many people know that you hold a great portion in my heart,
i never spoke it out in public but i know how i feel for u deep down,

no matter rich or poor i won't leave u,
no matter good time or bad time i still need u,
no matter how they laughed i will still hold u in my hand,
and i won't let go, always and forever,love u..
and that soar point u made in my heart,
and the wonderful things u bring to my life,
if only u can be with me forever,
but u always belongs to others,

still, i love u...money

Monday, 27 July 2009

i'm alive still..

Time really flies...
already the fourth week of the sem,
thought things gonna be better,
but it was just more and more homework and things to be done.
a lot of fun thou...

-Junior visitation,go a round colleges and talk to juniors,finding out their orientation was worst then our badge, together with all ever noisy PKVians and have a jug of mango ice blenge which cost only 2 ringgits(must try at 8th college)...




her draft...........sylvia kena hammer!!....end product!!
-Malam suai kenal, intrude cherlene background design and turn to something really different from her 1st draft,(hope she wasn't mad bout that),serve as guitarists for PKV big event for very 1st time(was really terrible during practice but things go well on the night, start to know some musician really aim fro prefect(i mean..who don't)) and learn the pkv theme song, meet back the oldies(almost gonna graduate seniors) and juniors from our own fac..
-Chung ling alumni association, finding less and less people from our year and lot ppl donno go where d, but still enjoyed the long never meet pizzas and the remains of a few and great chat..



-german film, must say a very big sorry to kit and vern, thou we made a very good short film the might stand a chance to win RM400 for German week but might be my fault(or maybe the stupid postman) that the film wasn't sent. but enjoy the process and a reminder of not being ALAs Mutter..You two are amazing..
-Campus night, the night that a lot of pppl aeroplane me, but at least someone didn't hahaa..
like wat pastor said, like the Mr. labah-labah, it really made me think, my destiny...what or who will it be..
-GAla dinner, well..took lots of photo with super charming and pretty dressed up ladies and guy,thou we already look good even in casual wear haha..and enjoy the whole night, i like the intro of every awards,it was super funny and really good, i think i was willing to see more it more than who get the awards,haha..like the new building design can't wait to see the seed we planted to be sowwed. and that day in the morning during mission pledge and dinner time, suddenly have a budden to serve in children ministry, really love the smiles on their faces, and really touched by God how things can be done.. keep me in prayer for this matter please..



-college event wasn't so much for me, no one dare to "force" to any events in college even i'm new as i'm senior, and i think ppl just don't wanna see a grey hair ah pek to kacau them(by the way my hair is burguny in colour now, look dark and a bit purple under the sun, which i DIY all by myself..and debate..can be very enjoyable to see them talk and think just be sitting aside, sometimes it was beyond the reason to come, and just be there to support.



-told someone that someone i like doesn't know i like that someone.enjoyed the chat.
-i like learnning new things, but sometime just can't be in mode to study, i just wanna enjoy the adventure of new world i never see, but sometime we need to pay the price, having 10hours none stop class with only 10 minites break every 2 hours wasn't easy..and continue with 4 hours the next day and 8 hours each for the next two day was killing me(maybe just why i never really recover from the sicknees), just hope all thing can be work out, before i really burn out..

well just thank God that i'm alive still..

P/s: my harddisk still break down.....who know where to send to the nearest western digital factory

killing time table...

if u try to find me in folowing time i will not answer ur phone..God bless those who are busy..

Hari
Kod
Keterangan/Catatan
Masa
Lokasi

Isnin
TBEG3143
PENTERJEMAHAN AMALI DUA HALA BAHASA JERMAN I
08:00 AM-09:50 AM
TB3

TBEG2117
KEMAHIRAN BAHASA JERMAN V
10:00 AM-11:50 AM
BERINGIN

TBEG3141
WACANA DAN TEKS DALAM BAHASA JERMAN
12:00 PM-01:50 PM
TB3

TBEG2117
KEMAHIRAN BAHASA JERMAN V
02:00 PM-03:50 PM
BEBARU

TBEQ1304
BAHASA PORTUGIS 2 (B)
04:00 PM-05:50 PM
MERSAWA

Selasa
TBEJ1301
BAHASA JEPUN 1 (A)
12:00 PM-01:50 PM
MERPADI

GREK1018
CAT AIR CINA
02:00 PM-03:50 PM
BS 2 SKET

Rabu
TBEG2117
KEMAHIRAN BAHASA JERMAN V
10:00 AM-11:50 AM
STUDIO AUD

TBEG2117
KEMAHIRAN BAHASA JERMAN V
12:00 PM-01:50 PM
SAC 3

TBEG3151
BAHASA DAN KESUSASTERAAN JERMAN II
02:00 PM-03:50 PM
TB3

TBEQ1304
BAHASA PORTUGIS 2 (B)
04:00 PM-05:50 PM
MERSAWA

Khamis
TBEG3153
BAHASA DAN TAMADUN JERMAN II
10:00 AM-11:50 AM
GR35

TBEJ1301
BAHASA JEPUN 1 (A)
12:00 PM-01:50 PM
MERPADI

TBEG3152
SINTAKSIS BAHASA JERMAN
02:00 PM-03:50 PM
MERJAGUNG

TBEG2141
FONETIK & FONOLOGI BAHASA JERMAN
04:00 PM-05:50 PM
SEMPULUT

Saturday, 11 July 2009

It Gonna be GOOD!!

Finally, things are getting better, with God grace and blessing from above,

1.end up with a lot of photos and great time with friends and family back in in penang during holiday .enjoyed the camps and events and meeting from 8th penang(boys Brigade if u don't know)and the cheer as winner in drill com. And happy to be re-enrol as BB officer with people that are great to serve together. of course not to forget the krappi trip wwith vermin House and German language students.Love ya ppl.

2.get the offer from 7th kolej in UM on the 6th day of school and finished moving everything from the car(have to thanks my uncle for his generousity) after 5 times walking up and down to the 4th floor which almost like maze to me finding the room which are meant for 3 people including me in 2 window and 'fan"ed (thanks God for that) all by 1 person, ya which is me of course, haven't meet my roommates.think they got class or something, but still very happy even thou have to stuck almost everything in 1 cupboard,which is incredibly small for my stuffs,have to left some on my bed.then when out for cell. thou tired, but happy for ending live of wondering and hunting for house not knowing can get a not...some other ppl still waiting and finding until 15th and need to fight with 2nd intake students for rooms.and i can save the money for transport and food, (Rm 10 per day with wifi unlimited water and electicity and 3 meal a day..sound very good right...hehe)just 10 minit walk from my fac and another 5 for me to climb down the stair..

3. Cellgroup!! yeah come back after like almost 2 month.. glad to see everyone still in one piece..thou kena sabo ..ok.. punished because of Ivy's Big Fish..(i 'll remember that) and love Kelvin when he "say out john 3:16 with 5 peices of paper in your mouth"(this is wat i actually wrote...)(and thanks to si xuan now everyone knows it..wait till your turns sis...) it is great to have cell as family and everyone supports u whenever u need..in return you just need to love them back..enjoy the time fellowship with everyone and together think out new names for the supper place with good nasi lemak otak-otak, and roti cheese without Kaya..haha...

4. Just finished register all the course which i need for this sem, took 10 course and 22 credit hours and 34 hours (i suppose) a week. taking German portuguese again and adding a new one japanese!!still need to practise the hiragana(which i think really look llike fish to me) and all the german major course like phonetics literiture,styntax, history ,text anaylis and a curriculum subject computer design basic..hope everything goes well.. everything go so smooth till u won't believe it, it was clash here and there and the office won't change anything , and thanks to my felllow coursemate and the course coordinator..it work out great.. or i need to extend my grduation day...hehe...

5.meeting a lot of new ppl from PKV, juniors and happy to meet back those crazy PKVians, we come out with two new songs in 15 minitues.. cool is it? junior visitation start and already more than 50 turn up for 1st meeting..we haven't even cover a few college.. MSK up coming and things r happening..(think can grab ppl to campus outreach event for church thru this hehe).

6. Laptop still alive!!wow!!, that day tangan gatal go and change my harddisk and then cannot boot, i just gone black....i was crying like mad as i still got one more year to go and no money to buy new one yet...so try to save it by replacing the old one. but it didn't work, almost call every expert iknow and consult every computer Genuis(i tot) try asking for help, so end up i go low yat buy one OS disc try to make i recover, so at least got screen d.. but it won't get in to window..
that i pray so hard, and after clicking here and there and find some bugs and do it still can'y get thru, finally no choice try use cs prompt to change it after a few try and erorr... finally now got window vista home premium (i use original home basic previously) so Yeah!!!or i don't know how to survive without my lappy for the next two sem...but my external disc still cannot read anyone out there can help.. no extra money to pay to low yat ppl.. but at least now got laptop la haha..

7. relationship..never really share with anyone,but feel things might happen.. is she giving me a signal?..or i just need to stop to make sure things don't get worst..no matter how offen we see each other or distance that might bring us a part later, just glad that God put her in my life.

After all, everything is gonna be GOOD..

Friday, 8 May 2009

..wesak day??


i should bang myself on the wall...


how could i miss Ps.pat sharing on friday nite...

when i experienced something great on thursday...

on the day before he share abiut the different between man @woman..no...Guys @Girls,

where man have boxes in their mind,

so when he thinks.. he will just pull out a box and talk only about that box, such as career, car, family,house, mother in law... everything in boxes...and just one box at the time,


and woman,... and woman..

no boxes but like the internet,.. which means everything is connected..where money is link to careeer, career is link to car car is link to man and etc etc etc..


so.. when two person fight...a man will talk about everything only inside the event and woman will talk the event and link it to everything...hmm.. so never start a fight with woman cause u will die out of it because to her everything is connected...



why so? because woman remember thing or event with emotion, but man they just remember the event or even don't remember at all....


and to woman they always have something to do in their mind as everything is connected and for man not so,because inside all the boxes of his mind there is a box call the "nothing box"

so sometime he will just put out that box and think "nothing" do "nothing"and "talks "nothing"


Ps pat is really good at all this stuff and he really can speak on the topic...

i really wanna join his sermon,

but today...

i end up myself inside a temple...730pm to 1009pm...(wat a waste!!)

(think my cell leader gonna get mad when she know this):p




my friend even ask me why am i inside a temple when u are a christian?





well i drive my grandma there as she ask me to ...(that time i really pray the sky rain)


all my life i was grow up in a christian family and never celebrate wesak day..but my grandma in KL and her family here still budhist..and a very "faithful" one...below is my uncle and his family and me with my cute little cousin JIA YING..!!





since i was the only driver availalbe and she really care for me, i end up driving a full car of ppl in my uncle car to the temple..



at first i try to wonder around and act like a tourist and then i just took a few snap photo and look a rouund and then go a side and pull out my "nothing" box..that time really regret why i wasn't at CHC Church and waste my time here,







i saw there is a collection of money if u wanna get bless u need to pay for like RM10.00. and i count the cup some how is like a landen cup, i was like at least 35 x 10 x7x30 ++ cup there... think the amount for one night is almost half of our Arise and BUild building funds, cause not just the cup, they got lots more stuff and wishing coins and bathing water like that.."phew"



















just wanna compare two diffent place here,... sorry grands, i would really like to choose to go to my most HAPPENING EXCITING PRAYING church CITY HARVEST...


i be there tomoro ,,.. i told myself..

Friday, 1 May 2009

Friends...and Family(s)..

Spend almost two years already in KL....
meet a lot of great people that come in to bless my life(both good and bad ways)and grateful about that. these a few that i spend most of my time with, where we meet every week and everyday..

my beloved cell groupE26 + E5 and sometime E18....of city harvest church...just realise i never took any photo in church. I 'll make sure i do..hanging around and growing together with this family is a greet blessing from Him..



well this is PKVUM (CM) in short means my uni christan fellowship...great place for senior to care and junior to care back..and where u can come without agenda or anything but enjoy to serve and caring to others. gonna miss those who are graduating this year...





my housemate..didn't actually spend a lot of time together thou we stay together as our timetable never match..sometime can even see ones for weeks....the only time we get together is like someone birthday and treasurer come chase money from us hahaha..thou still happy...







UM chinese Debate马大辩论队 不好意识,这里的经历很难用言语来形容。太多欢乐太多感触,只能在回忆里品尝。只能感谢上帝让我与你们一起成长。

and of cause most important of all, my super duper super charming Kamaradinen...siew kit and yi vern...sorry to say this is my whole class already ...yes..only 3 of us in this course..we spend like at least 4 day having class together and suffer when one of us didn't up with the lecturer (sumtime one on one with Lehrerin) and laugh thru out the sem..really get good support from each and other...and sometime go out to mid valley to "fa xie"when the lecturer din't turn up last minute...haha..

and many more people which i don't have photo together with them...\(well don't blame me,i haven't buy one camera,or u never send me the photo...hehe)

to many people i meet, might be we start by one or twice,but our friendship is build and relationship remains, and i will make it grow as time go by...till next time ..
and thank God again for bringing these awesome groups of ppls in to my life...

Wednesday, 29 April 2009

April ...things happening..lights up...





Just one day...so many things can happen...it can be a day that you suffer and struggle for your exam, or a day you hang out with your friends enjoying movie in shopping mall, traveling around malaysia with your family members, read about how the change had come to a country, light a candle to celebrate someone birthday, seeing someone go to another world after death in a fire, time flies, it just depends how you spend it and make it worth it.





back to the point, on this monday,went to my grandma place somewhere call Jalan Nagasari ,somewhere in between monorail station of Jalan raja chulan, and sungai wang..5 minite distance to bintang Walk, that make my sister like to come to KL and stay. But she now soon gonna graduate from UUM kedah. Well that day, is actually my grandma birthday, i realise i have been here in KL study for 2 years but didn't actually go visit her and my uncle that often as every week load myself with Uni activities and church events..anyway it was my mom that remind me the event..(thanks mom, i will soon come home) so i go there on sunday night and bring a cake (baskin robbins ice-cream cake,ice-cream was nice but not the cake--cost me around 50..)






Ah ma ..si jit Kuai Luo....







well i really like the design and i think it is really nice...worth for me to run search the whole night in Time Square...and suffer a bit of terror from the fire...oh ya the fire...




as i was using my laptop to study in the room , and realise nothing happen until my aunt heard a few bang and as she look out the door..."oh , si liao lo,,,chong li ...api ar..quai dian lari" then she pack a few things and quicklily ran out, carrying my little cousin who is still sleeping and not knowing wat happen. and thought mom is bring her out for "gaigai", as for me...i start to smell the smoke and still slowly ..yes slowly...pack my laptop , check my belonging, shout and check no one else in the house(luckily grandma went to her friends house and my uncle went to work)close the door, and walk down the stair and seeing everyone else carrying their luggage.. i find out a lot of foreign worker staying here..they all were running and shouting..and i'm not bluffing i still walk slowly...the fire fighter come in 15 minute later, everyone was gathering outside and watch the fire... my uncle rush back and check when my aunt call him, he is in green.. and grandma try to go up and check whether i got lock the door properly..(i stopped her doing that of course)as her scare the people will go and rob the house..






the fireman put out the fire and stepped out...till that time only i know that the house on fire is just opposite my garandma house...luckily no one get hurt and thanks God for that..




the investigation team was around for almost 2 hour and still have no clue wat happen...and the bad thing is they cut of the electric power ..the place was hot and because we just stay next door it was hot...

i ran in and took a few photo after the team leave..














so i really thanks god he bring me there to be there with my family and accompany them when the fire take place and able to spend time to with them.Thanks Abba father .....for keeping us one piece..

P/s: they say you will think of the person most important in you life when u are facing danger...have someone in mind..but never thought it will be that person...God what r u trying to tell me...??




Wednesday, 1 April 2009

好朋友的关怀。。 2

以下是想对崇理说的话)
你知道我一直都口无遮拦的人, 要说什么,就说什么。
承认听到你出来竞选时,就担忧。

那一晚, 我也没出席。也不看好你。

以整个学会立场(担当主席的能力)来看,我觉得你还需努力。要是去年你先竞选其他职位,先了解学会运作, 或许你会成功。

你有点急。如果真的有心,平时应多参与学会活动,扩大人际圈(其他候选人也没做到这点),了解每个的运作等,会令你更事半功倍。会员也放心。尽量别妄想一步登天。以朋友身份来看,欣赏你那“打不死”的精神。可这是不够的。整个过程,我以会员身份想这班候选人,谁更能带动组织?所以我批评了很多,对很多人,包括执委。或许我没资格,或许我用词强烈,或许得罪很多人,我依然会批评。

可是,最终我没出席会大。因为感到无能为力,也不敢承担责任。狠下心,不想理睬学会事务。

无论如何,对你而言,这是一个成长。努力蜕变吧!

珽凯,怎样?要进去吗?反正还有空位。你还有心,我?不懂给那只狼吃了。。。或许我对崇理太苛刻。可惟有是朋友,才能苛刻,不是吗?很珍惜你们这班朋友,因为“那儿”出来的朋友所剩无几。
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老实说,多希望告诉你:“大家想念你。还在乎你。。。”

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蔚屏@屏屏无奇 ,谢谢你,有空喝茶。

好朋友的关怀。。

决定(续篇)
一同在辩论队成长的伙伴崇理,第二度问鼎马大华文学会主席一职失败。。。
他的毅力与坚持,是我所佩服与欣赏的。

去年的会大,他同样的也是选择竞选马大华文学会的主席与辩论组组长两个执委。
今年的会大,他坚持自己的想法再度参与第二十四届马大华文学会的改选。

连续两年,他的竞选结果都一样是落败。。

去年的他得不到会员们的认同,以大多数票落败,这样的结果似乎大家都没有太意外,毕竟去年的他无法有效的把自己的想法传达给大家,以及仰赖自己的“自信”,让人感觉有点自夸与骄傲。

今年的他无法得到大多数票取胜,与当选的的学妹仪芳只差了15票。

他的毅力与坚持终于获得一部分人的赞赏。

他在台上发表自己的竞选宣言时,所抱持的态度,也与去年不同,是认真、是诚恳、是谦卑。两个位置所需发表的宣言,尽管无法完美的传达出来,但比较去年你的表现与竞选态度是180度改变。想要说的,都能够有效的传达。

我能够确定的是,在竞选辩论组组长时所说的话,我相信是你的心里话,那也就是为什么现场的气氛多少被你所感染。如果昨天你真的当选辩论组组长,我相信现场也不会有太多人会意外。毕竟有多少人能够有自觉知道自己能力所限,荡然的选择当一名不能够上场比赛的人,但却愿意默默的在为队伍贡献,处理队伍的琐碎事务?

这两年来,你在队伍中的默默耕耘,并不是没人看到的。你找到了自己的定位,你也在不断的成长着。所以,这也是为什么我会认为你当选的可能性很高,尽管事与愿违....对于你经常在不适当的时候说出不适当的话而得罪别人,搞到你的人际关系上并不是很讨好。是我一直以来的担忧。挣扎了许多天想了很多才决定,如果你当选,我便会竞选特委,无非是想提醒你在组织内的人事处理,尽量不会闹僵,这也是我能做的。毕竟我们明年都已经是第三年生,功课上要忙,辩论组要忙,学警要露露脸。要担当特委的繁重职务,是有一定的难度,是有一定的挑战,是必须要深思熟虑的,毕竟自己的功课也是。。。

世事难料,一切事与愿违,我的这决定似乎也没有了太大的意义。尽管失败,但还是希望你能保持这份毅力与坚持的信念,终有一天你会成功的!

Wednesday, April 1, 2009
决定(续篇)
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曾几何时,有人对我说,当你站在镁光灯前,发出光芒时,你是否应该感谢在你身旁默默耕耘的一群呢?当一个受尽别人冷落的人,却一直默默付出的人,需要他认为是朋友的人给予协助时,身为朋友是否要让他觉得还有人是挺他的呢?若站在组织的利益出发时,既然有没有他的出现都已无伤大雅,是否要为了坚持原则而坚持泼她冷水呢?或许你还是不认同,但我记得晓慧曾说过,可以在大学里或社会中不得罪人,就尽量不要得罪,毕竟你不晓得他以后会不会是在你有需要帮组的时候,扶你一把...

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有些话真的不必多说,心存感激。
谢谢!

優秀

有時候,我們的優秀,是因為我們在某方面永遠失敗。~~April 1, 2009 滿座衣冠似雪



喜欢这句话,时间来的刚好。

两年,是的两年。

马大,这个令我成长的土壤,历尽喜怒哀乐的地方,感受人情冷暖与好友相伴的时光。

3月31日,再度问鼎华文学会主席与辩论组长失利。

先要谢谢几个人,
阿凯,在感情低谷,繁忙课业与活动中,一通电话,原因都不问,就过来帮我提名附议。
决定(续篇) ....感动。
永建,也是一通电话,不问原因,(爆料)跟YB 叶在KFC以聚会完,就过来帮我提名附议。
洵沛,提名结束三小时前善意的提醒,一个心比心的对话,让我再度踏入会大竞选。
国兴,你的 live life to max, leave no regret.
欣盈,令我深思的...坚持。逐梦
润宇,这么多的载送,鼓励,支持,还有大衣和领带。
仪芳,洲意,颈辉,恭喜,和你们竞选的确让我有不同的经历。看清,决定接下来的路。
每一位给过祝福,默默祝福我,给过机会我,和每一票的肯定。

竞选心路。。

3月24日,十一点多,手机有一通未接来电,洵沛?上课,不理。2点,喂!洵沛,有事吗?
提名五点结束?我有课到七点,那没关系。谢谢。...脚步,向课室后的反方向,到华文学会行动室。来提名吗?哦不,我是路过的。

难道,这时间还要犹豫吗?明明等了一年,准备了一年,脚步向图书馆,喂!洵沛,谈谈好吗?
好一楼见。其实,打电话后,就知道会让自己看什么。今天早上到教会的晨祷会,没想到上帝这么快就给回应,两个电话,两个表格,我的名字再次出现在章程。

25,26,27,28,29,
忙功课,病了,声音没了,没有去看小瓜,没有选战,没有告诉任何人。
上帝的时间安排,不是人可以理解的,却又那么奇妙。
工作的关系,到DIGI HQ 受训学习,再建立一班好友,战友。也给了我竞选的新方向。

30日
国兴的生日,到辩论说明会时,气氛怪怪的,很多人多不知道应该给什么反应我。毕竟竞选,我没跟大家说,我的立场,很多人不明,一年生中只有欣盈还有小小关心我声音没了,大家多带着笑容寒暄几句。喝茶,大家也尽量说些其他的话题,上帝,感谢你美好的安排。我想,我应该高兴,至少我的心,知道我应该在家休息准备的时候,跟大伙一起不是为要拉票,而是,这是我想交心相处的好朋友。回家,在看过考试的笔记,合上眼在电脑前睡了。。。

31日,
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
mean my words,did my best, no regret,leave God the rest.
He will walk along with me always,and i will be ready always.

ps:润宇,谢谢你的信息,下一次我不会再把写了这么久,重要的东西以忘在家里。
阿凯,喝茶再谈。要努力。
辩论队,家。
为何标题是優秀?ans:重要吗?:)

Tuesday, 31 March 2009

明白它们,你会发现你的人生在改变

明白它们,你会发现你的人生在改变^^> > >
人之所以痛苦,在于追求错误的东西。 > > >
如果你不给自己烦恼,别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。因为你自己的内心,你放不下。> > > >
好好的管教你自己,不要管别人。 > >
你随时要认命,因为你是人。 > > >
这个世界本来就是痛苦的,没有例外的。 > > >
你什么时候放下,什么时候就没有烦恼。 > > >
每一种创伤,都是一种成熟。 > > >
当你烦恼的时候,你就要告诉你自己,这一切都是假的,你烦恼什么?> > > >
根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁,如果有一条疯狗咬你一口,难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗?> > >
忌妒别人,不会给自己增加任何的好处。忌妒别人,也不可能减少别人的成就。> > >
> 永远不要浪费你的一分一秒,去想任何你不喜欢的人。> > > >
得不到的东西,我们会一直以为他是美好的,那是因为你对他了解太少,没有时间与他相处在一起。当有一天,你深入了解后,你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。> > > >
这个世间只有圆滑,没有圆满的。 > > >
不要刻意去猜测他人的想法,如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断,通常都会有错误的。> > > >
你要感谢告诉你缺点的人。 > > >
时间总会过去的,让时间流走你的烦恼吧! > > >
不要因为小小的争执,远离了你至亲的好友,也不要因为小小的怨恨,忘记了别人的大恩。> > >
感谢上苍我所拥有的,感谢上苍我所没有的。> > > >
当你手中抓住一件东西不放时,你只能拥有这件东西,如果你肯放手,你就有机会选择别的。人的心若死执自己的观念,不肯放下,那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已。> > > >
如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天,那就是一种福气了。多少人在今天已经见不到明天的太阳,多少人在今天已经成了残废,多少人在今天已经失去了自由,多少人在今天已经家破人亡。> > > >
恶口永远不要出自于我们的口中,不管他有多坏,有多恶。你愈骂他,你的心就被污染了,你要想,他就是你的善知识。> > > >
你不要常常觉得自己很委曲,你应该要想,他对我这样已经很好了,这就是修行的功夫。> > >
世界原本就不是属于你,因此你用不着抛弃,要抛弃的是一切的执著。万物皆为我所用,但非我所属。> > > >
学会用理解的,欣赏的眼光去看对方,而不是以自以为是的关心去管对方。> > > >
成熟的人不问过去;聪明的人不问现在;豁达的人不问未来。> > > >
发光并非太阳的专利,你也可以发光。 > > >
你可以用爱得到全世界,你也可以用恨失去全世界。> > > >
爱的力量大到可以使人忘记一切,却又小到连一粒嫉妒的沙石也不能容纳。> > > >
人总是珍惜未得到的,而遗忘了所拥有的。 > > >
如你想要拥有完美无暇的友谊,可能一辈子找不到朋友。> >>

Wednesday, 25 March 2009

马大华文学会第二十四届执委竞选名单


第24届(09/10)马大华文学会会员大会
日期:31.03.2009(星期二)
地点:文学院 DKA
时间:傍晚7时



马大华文学会第二十四届执委竞选名单

主席 :李洲意 赵崇理 苏仪芳

外务副主席 :黄紫薇 苏仪芳

内务副主席 :黄紫薇 李宗翰

总秘书 :李洲意

副秘书 :杜嘉鹏

总财政 :张光奕

副财政 :从缺

辩论组组长 :陈劲晖 赵崇理

相声组组长 :李宗翰 张光奕

摇篮手组长 :许媛婷

文化组组长 :谢莉坪

社服组组长 :骆振荣

华文班组长 :从缺

特别活动咨询委员:从缺