Sunday, 28 March 2010

Pain

many things can't be describes words, i think this is one of it,

"sheng she"or shringles..( 1st I use the word herpes, then many laugh as they only remember the Herpes simplex 1 which is transmited thru sex.. Why?

because: that day(below was written in face book)



Jonathan Tew

Jonathan Tew this morning in student clinic,

i asked: Dr, was is this?*showing the scar,

Dr:Herpes infection,

then i asked,: and herpes infection is cause by what?

Dr:Herpes infection.

I:..???

again I asked,: Why is there Herpes infection on me?

Dr:Herpes infection.

I:......

nurse sitting beside the Dr say:herpes itu nama virus, balik pi internet cari..."."@@

23 March at 11:50 · ·
Thor Bee Theng
Thor Bee Theng
ya lol, al uni's doctor r same pettern... cakap macam tak cakap
23 March at 11:54 ·
Wilson Lee
Wilson Lee
dont go to that clinic man...cant save ur life LOL
23 March at 13:28 ·
Jonathan Tew
Jonathan Tew
uni punya..no choice, just read the article, it say it mostly occur in aging ppl(#$%^)..and wit burning pain, itching, hyperesthesia (oversensitivity), or paresthesia ("pins and needles": tingling, pricking, or numbness).The pain may be mild to extreme in the affected dermatome, with sensations that are often described as stinging, tingling, aching, numbing or throbbing, and can be interspersed with quick stabs of agonizing pain might last for life.. i think i will died d la..T.T
23 March at 13:35 ·
Wilson Lee
Wilson Lee
lol i think the doc give wrong analysis. he just say herpes infection cos he's got nothing to do.
23 March at 13:37 ·
Wilson Lee
Wilson Lee
i also dun think he knws what he's working for LOL dunno hw he bcme doctor in the 1st place
23 March at 13:38 ·
Jonathan Tew
Jonathan Tew
but quite true ..i really suffer all d above ..only not yet extreme...picture also same wit my body..l T.T
23 March at 15:09 ·
Li Keat Oon
Li Keat Oon
One common way of herpes infection is tru SEX!!! Did u? Hoho...
23 March at 16:58 ·
Colis Tian
23 March at 18:00 ·
Donny Teoh
Donny Teoh
haha might get recurrences and can transmitted thru skin contact..lol
23 March at 18:47 ·
Brian Tan
23 March at 20:40 ·
Jonathan Tew
Jonathan Tew
Jack:Herpes zoster, if that is tru sex then u fail ur paper later...
future doctor, please go study la...
24 March at 07:40 ·
Li Keat Oon
Li Keat Oon
So pls specify, usually people refer the short form "herpes" to Herpes simplex!!! (don't believe me? search the term in YOUTUBE & all the terms like SEX & STD will appear!)

& if its herpes zoster, the more common name for it is SHINGLES... which is the reactivation of varicella-zoster virus in your nerve root & ganglia years after it's primary infection: CHICKEN POX!!!

& be prepaired for a condition called postherpetic pain, which means that it may remain painful for quite some time after the lesion resolved... God bless...
24 March at 15:34 ·
Jonathan Tew
Jonathan Tew
thats is y i said,dr must be clear and not lead the patientin blur.. the Dr. only say herpes infection...i donno the real name until i search the internet,like the nurse told me.. bro, very pain la.. any suggestion other than just zolterol..?
24 March at 15:50 ·
Li Keat Oon
Li Keat Oon
I thk zolterol is just an antiviral, only to kill the virus...
U need painkillers for the pain... try panadol...
24 March at 15:56 ·












Jonathan Tew

Jonathan Tew 很痛!痛,慢慢蔓延到全身,真的痛到无法思考!it is extremely pain! it climbed to every part of the body, and made me couldn't think..T.T

24 March at 09:55 · ·
Chia Choon
Chia Choon
wat happened?
24 March at 10:58 ·
Chiang Yang Tan
Chiang Yang Tan
wah, what insect attack u?
24 March at 10:58 ·
Jonathan Tew
Jonathan Tew
herpes simplex virus @varicella -zoster...
24 March at 11:20 ·
Li Keat Oon
Li Keat Oon
Correction again!!! varicella-zoster virus is not herpes simplex virus!!!

people often relate herpes simplex (especially type 2) with sexual transmitted disease.. although it's not always that way... So, most people will laugh at u if u say u r having herpes simplex!!!

Summary of what u r having:
Disease: Shingles (more commonly used term) or herpes zoster.
Virus: Varicella-zoster virus (one of the herpes family)
Mechanism: reactivation of virus from nerve root very long after its primary infection: CHICKEN POX!!!
24 March at 15:48 ·
Jonathan Tew
Jonathan Tew
ok ok...my bad...thanks bro..still ,got cure not?
24 March at 15:53 ·

but at least the pain didn't really burst out by god grace during the performances,


Jonathan Tew Glad we had a blast on An Easter Thingy! now don't to hold on the pain by taking panadol every 2 hours...going back penang for Treatment and if possible attend my sister convo!!Ps: more pil to take by the way..which gonna make me sleepy..@.@

Fri at 10:45 · ·






haha but mine is cause by herpes zoster which is totally different story .. see for yourself..)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Herpes_zoster
3rd day after infection, gosh, it was burning and terrible pain, luckily most ppl can't spot it from my face.



it was from my shoulder, lower neck,and all over my back.


the medicine given by the doctor, (#$%) 3 times per day!!..

dose for one times...it was like candy, wat colour also got..Faint~~
half of the medicine already in my stomach, still this much to go..

so forgive me for not attending some of the functions, celebration, classes and not answering some of the call on time...like i said, i was "druged"...


pray for me~~ hope it won' t get worst..
Ps: and thanks for all those who concerned and prayed for me..(hope no one scold me for keeping this from them hehe)

Tuesday, 16 March 2010

Monday, 18 January 2010

it means a lot...

i wonder...
what would u say to me if i give u a call now,
i never learn that, conversation can be so important,
will u say something that i never expect,
or just say u never expect that i would call..

however,
calling u is something i would not do,
at least not at the moment of this ,
u are surrounded with enough friends,
i might just one of ur hi and goodbye friend,
that just spend time a little bit more that stranger.

sometime u don't have to do a lot,
because
a little smile would means a lot,
a little message would weight a lot,
a small conversation would change a lot,
a small action would worth a lot.
small little things would touched me a lot.. a lot..

but, i think a lot, a lot of a lot,
thru prayers and seek wisdom from my lord,
reading learning from experiences that taught,
u never know when my heart being caught,
remain silent and just keep everything

in my thought.

J.Tew
written in 6 Oct 2009,
in memory of
Special Beloved Acquaintance

Thursday, 24 December 2009

AVATAR


After watching the movie with my fellow friend in boys brigade after a long exhausting but fruitful youth camp,do some research bout this movie that catch my eyes for almost 3 hours,from wiki(most of my resource alwayscome from here ;-P)..

In Hinduism, Avatar or Avatara (Devanagari अवतार, IAST avatāra, Sanskrit for "descent" viz., from heaven to earth, from the verbal root tṝ "to cross over") refers to a deliberate descent of a deity from heaven to earth(wow, sound like jesus), and is mostly translated into English as "incarnation", though more accurately as "appearance" or "manifestation". It corresponds more closely to the view of Docetism in Christian theology, as distinct from the idea of incarnation in mainstream Christology and its implication of God 'in the flesh'.(see, i thought so..)

The term is most often associated with Vishnu, though it has also come to be associated with other deities. Varying lists of avatars of Vishnu appear in Hindu scriptures, including the ten (daśāvatāra) of the Garuda Purana and the twenty-two avatars in the Bhagavata Purana, though the latter adds that the incarnations of Vishnu are innumerable. The avatars of Vishnu are a primary component of Vaishnavism.
( ok, i not really understand this part)
but,The proliferation of avatar’s second meaning can be traced to Second Life, a multiplayer online virtual world, where players fashion their own online personae called avatars. The popularity of the game has shot the term into the mainstream. Philip Rosedale, the creator of Second Life, defines avatar in the gaming sense as “the representation of your chosen embodied appearance to other people in a virtual world.” Considering that Second Life avatars may assume literally any guise — wings, a dragon’s head, gills and flippers — the key to avatarness, in Rosedale’s view, is user control. And insofar as a Second Life avatar does and is precisely what the player wants, not just a little Mario who can be made to run and jump or a shapely diva gyrating of her own programmed will, it comes far closer to being a full-fledged virtual persona.

Avatar is a 2009 science fiction film written and directed by James Cameron, and starring Sam Worthington, Zoe Saldaña, Sigourney Weaver and Stephen Lang. It was produced and distributed by 20th Century Fox. The film begins in the year 2154 and focuses on Pandora, an inhabited Earth-sized moon of Polyphemus, one of the three fictional gas giants orbiting Alpha Centauri A. Humans are engaged in mining Pandora's reserves of a precious mineral, while the na'vi, the sapient race of humanoids indigenous to the moon, resist the colonists' expansion, which threatens the continued existence of the na'vi and the destruction of the Pandoran ecosystem. The film's title refers to the remotely controlled, genetically engineered human-na'vi bodies used by the film's human characters to interact with the natives.[4]

Avatar had been in development since 1994 by Cameron, who wrote a 114-page scriptment for the film. Filming was supposed to take place after the completion of Titanic, and the film would have been released in 1999, but according to Cameron, "technology needed to catch up" with his vision of the film.( In early 2006, Cameron developed the script, the language, and the culture of Pandora.[it is not easy to make out a language and aculture u know]

the story goes like that,
In 2154, a corporation is mining Pandora, the lush, Earthlike moon of the gas giant planet Polyphemus, in the Alpha Centauri system. The humans are exploiting the unobtanium reserves. Parker Selfridge (Giovanni Ribisi), the administrator, employs former marines as mercenaries.

The indigenous are the Na'vi, a paleolithic species of sapient humanoids. Standing several feet taller than a human, with tails, bones reinforced with naturally-occurring carbon fiber, and bioluminescent blue skin, they live in harmony with Nature and worship a mother goddess called Eywa. Humans cannot breathe Pandora's atmosphere, and have created human-na'vi hybrid bodies called Avatars, so they may easily interact with the na'vi. Humans who share genetic material with an avatar can control it while their own body sleeps.

Jake Sully (Sam Worthington), a former marine who was paralyzed in combat on Earth, arrives on Pandora. Jake is hired for the Avatar program so he may replace his twin brother, who was killed, as he is compatible with his brother’s avatar. However, Jake is not a trained scientific researcher, much to the disappointment of Dr. Grace Augustine (Sigourney Weaver) and the rest of the science team. Despite their misgivings, the research team lets him into the program.

While Jake is escorting Augustine and a biologist named Norm Spellman (Joel David Moore) in their Avatar forms, the group is attacked by a large predator. Jake becomes separated from the others and tries to survive Pandora’s dangerous wildlife, before he is rescued by Neytiri (Zoë Saldaña), a female na'vi. While Neytiri is at first reluctant to help Jake, after some floating seeds surround him, she sees it as a sign from Eywa and takes him to Hometree, which her clan, the Omaticaya, inhabit. They decide to teach Jake their ways. Colonel Miles Quaritch (Stephen Lang), the leader of the mercenaries, hears about Jake's relationship with the Omaticaya and orders him to gain the trust of the na'vi so as to get them to abandon Hometree, which covers a large unobtanium deposit. Jake is given 3 months by Quaritch to complete this mission and is promised new legs in return.

During these 3 months, Jake becomes very close with the Omaticaya and begins to question the morals of the mission. Jake eventually become a hunter and is initiated into the clan. As part of his initiation, Jake tames a flying creature known as a Banshee. Jake and Neytiri choose each other as mates much to the jealousy of Tsu'Tey (Laz Alonso). While they sleep under the Tree of Voices, a bulldozer almost runs them over. The Tree of Voices is destroyed, though Jake manages to save Neytiri by disabling the bulldozer's camera systems. Quaritch witnesses this in the bulldozer's final video feeds. After heated discussion between corporate administrator Parker Selfridge and Augustine, Quaritch reveals a vlog where Jake says the na'vi will never leave, which convinces Selfridge to order the destruction of Hometree.

Jake is given one hour to get the na'vi to leave. When he reveals his mission to the na'vi, Neytiri accuses him of betraying them, which results in Jake and Augustine's temporary imprisonment. Humans arrive to destroy Hometree, killing Eytucan (Wes Studi), Neytiri's father and clan chief. After being forcibly detached from their avatars, Jake and his companions are detained. Trudy Chacon (Michelle Rodriguez), a pilot who is disgusted by the destruction of Hometree, breaks them out but Augustine is mortally wounded by Quaritch during their escape. With Augustine in a critical state, Jake sees no other option than to turn to the Omaticaya for help. Jake remembers that Neytiri told him that only five na'vi had ever tamed the Toruk, an immense flying beast. He tames it, and successfully earns back the na'vi's respect. He pleads with Mo'at (C. C. H. Pounder), the na'vi shaman, to heal Augustine, who is now dying. They attempt to transplant her soul into her avatar at the Tree of Souls, but she dies.

With the assistance of Neytiri and Tsu'Tey, Jake vows defiance against the humans and assembles thousands of na'vi from other tribes. Quaritch, seeing the na'vi's strength, orders a preemptive strike to destroy the Tree of Souls, the center of na'vi religion and culture; its destruction would leave the na'vi too demoralized to continue resisting the humans. Jake prays to Eywa to intercede on behalf of the na'vi in the forthcoming battle.

The na'vi fight with all their power but human technology outweighs na'vi bravery and they suffer heavy casualties, including Tsu'Tey, Trudy, and Norm's avatar. When all hope seems lost, the Pandoran wildlife suddenly launch a mass attack, overwhelming the humans. Neytiri interprets this as Eywa answering Jake's prayer.

Quaritch orders the bombing of the Tree of Souls but Jake destroys the bomber first. Quaritch escapes in an AMP (Amplified Mobility Platform) suit. He finds the Avatar interface field pod and attacks it to kill Jake. He damages it, exposing Jake to Pandora's atmosphere. Neytiri kills Quaritch and saves Jake, seeing his human form for the first time. They reaffirm their love for each other.

The humans are expelled from Pandora, while Jake and his friends remain. Jake is seen wearing the insignia of the Omaticaya clan leader suggesting that he has become the new leader after Tsu'Tey. The film ends with Jake's soul being transplanted into his na'vi avatar.


sources:
http://www.nytimes.com/2008/08/10/magazine/10wwln-guest-t.html?_r=2&scp=2&sq=avatar&st=cse&oref=login
http://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/avatar
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Avatar_(2009_film)

well about personal feeling..just wanna say... avatar just make me feel sad..
it kind of remind me bout the political issues in malaysia, why must ppl fight?can we just forget the different and live peacefully together?love can conquer all.. the greed and selfishness, and we come to an understanding that we are actually the same..until we meet those aliens one day.. God bless us and merry christmas..

Thursday, 12 November 2009

What is the difference between dating and courting?

What is the difference between dating and courting?

found this from one of the 88s,my beloved cell leader..namely sixuan..lolzz http://gohsixuan.blogspot.com/
not really related to me at this point of moment, anyway i was there too during the conversation happened...but.. as same as si xuan..i still don't really understand the differents, can u ?
here goes..

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This is an interesting material that my dear sis (Jac) sent to the other 3 ' 88s ' (namely me, Yuan, & Kricia). And even after reading, i find these 2 terms extremely confusing..hahaha...



Well, if you wanna know why Jac suddenly sent us this material (i was extremely surprised to get this from her too..hee hee..)? It's bcoz we were discussing this afternoon during lunch, which comes first..courting or dating? what's the diff?





Question: "What is the difference between dating and courting?"

Answer: Dating and courtship are two methods of beginning relationships with the opposite sex. While there are non-Christians who date with the intention of having a series of intimate physical relationships, for the Christian this is not acceptable and should never be the reason for dating. Many Christians see dating as little more than friendship and maintain the friendship aspect of their dating until both people are ready to commit to each another as potential marriage partners. First and foremost, dating is a time when a Christian finds out if his or her potential marriage partner is also a believer in Christ. The Bible warns us that believers and unbelievers should not marry each other, because those living in the light (of Christ) and those living in the darkness cannot live in harmony (2 Corinthians 6:14-15). As stated before, during this time there should be little or no physical contact, as this is something that should wait until marriage (1 Corinthians 6:18-20).

Courtship takes the position that the two people have no physical contact at all (no touching, no hand-holding, no kissing) until marriage. Many in a courtship relationship will not spend any time together unless family members, preferably parents, are present at all times. In addition, courting couples state up front that their intentions are to see if the other person is a suitable potential marriage partner. Courtship advocates claim that courtship allows for the two people to truly get to know each other in a more platonic setting without the pressures of physical intimacy or emotions clouding their view.

There are problems inherent with both styles. For daters, spending time alone with a member of the opposite sex whom we find attractive can present temptations that can be very hard to resist. The Christian dating couple must have boundaries in place and be committed to not crossing them. If they find this hard to do, they must take steps to ensure that Christ will always be honored during their time together and that sin is never given a chance to take hold of their relationship. Just as with the courting couple, the parents of the dating couple should be involved in the relationship, getting to know their child’s companion and being a source of wise and discerning advice and guidance for both of them.

Of course, the courtship style presents its own set of difficulties. While many courtship advocates see it as the only choice for finding a mate, others find it oppressive and overly controlling. In addition, it can be hard to find the “real” person behind the public face presented in front of the entire family. No one is the same in a group setting as he or she is one-on-one. If a couple is never alone together, they never have that one-on-one opportunity to relate and get to know one another in emotional and spiritual intimacy. In addition, some courtship situations have led to borderline “arranged marriages” by the parents and have resulted in resentment in one or both of the young people.

It is important to remember that neither dating nor courtship is mandated in Scripture. In the end, the Christian character and spiritual maturity of the couple is far more important than the exact nature of how and when they spend time together. Scripturally speaking, the result of the process—godly Christian men and women marrying and raising families to the glory of God—is far more important than the method they use to achieve that result. "Therefore, whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God" (1 Corinthians 10:31, NKJV).

Finally, care must be taken to avoid the pitfall of believing one’s personal preference—dating or courting—is the “only way” and looking down upon those who make the opposite choice. As in all things, the unity of the body of Christ should be of utmost importance in our minds, regardless of personal choices others make pertaining to issues on which the Bible is silent.


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still blur ..lolzzz...

Thursday, 5 November 2009

SOS.o wat can i say..

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that she don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

What am I suppose to do
When the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yes
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

I'm falling to pieces
(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh
'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name

What am I gonna do
When the best part of me was always you
And what am I supposed to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces,
(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)

Oh, it don't breakeven, no
Oh, it don't breakeven..

The Script Breakeven..

Thursday, 15 October 2009

wow.o wat have i done?

10 things i did recently that made me think i have been crazy

10. watch doreamon shoet clips for almost half day in stead f resding for my German literatur course short story, (die verwandlung,franz kafka),(woyzeck,)and Goethe.s.
still haven finish the whole story.

9.volunteer myself to join for eating competition in emerge (don't know can make it thru the pre-liminary round not>.>)

8.Accumulate my clothes for more than 10 days already and still no mood to wash.(still haven got the ham yu smell yet.

7.only have least than 5 bucks in my pulse to keep me survive for the next 50 days.
(pray and trust)

6. sleep together with the ants that craw over me thru the night> thanks to me and my roomate providing them food.(harmless..but a bit ganggu..)

5.didn't clear my desk for the whole last month!!(normally i 'll tidy up after study and the longest period my desk untidy won't be more than 3 days)

4.buy a gift for a someone special and turn out giving out to someone else during her birthday. she tot i would forget..so end up i pretend to forget.

3.my pledge is even more expensive than my school fees...(really a big challenge and a long and painful way to learn)

2.tmnld smnmetmnnet xi lmnvet xi madet a detcxisximnn tmn lmnvet smnmetmnnet etlset,tmn setet wat retactximnn shet wxill gxivet (xidximnt met)...zmnety xi'm smnrry.

1.Do nothing but wait...

confuse..

wow.o...wat have i done?

sos.o...wat can i say?

non.o...wat does it means?

a little more..a little more...

told u <3 but not 4> ?

shut up and mo,..

if you really confuse and don't understand wat is written up there, don't worry , i don't know either... just feel like need to put something up..

who cares.. my blog ma...

Sunday, 11 October 2009

ACTION PLAN>>

Greetings,first we would thank you for being supportive and lending a helping hand to us,

we gonna meet in the next 10 hours in front of Block D, KPS, UM.
as a friend, a support, a team and as a student, who not just care nothing about the rising issues , injustice and willing to stand up for it.
we are expecting a multitude of crowds with PBCUM t-shirt and black t-shirt in the location mentioned.

In the same time, we are also aware that the "friendly " UM security might stand with us for the whole event(if they didn't chase us away,which we believe they might try but find out unable to do so:-)) try not to argue or have any kind or body interaction with them.

If you are a student in UM, remember we some of us still have classes or even tests on monday, but as a team we can make sure each of us take turns to show our support to our friends. come when u don't have class, or even be there from the start till the end with us.just make sure there is always people around there.

If you are UM alumni or outsiders, we still welcome you but hope u can keep a lower profile as we don't want any collision with HEP or the Guard in unnecessary circumstances. ( after all they can invite you out and say "please receive the warning letter from HEP one month later.")

there might be Press and media, so keep an eye in case u don't wanna be in headline.(but sure some would like that)
We might expect some of you have a powerful voice to shout or cheer but kindly talk to us before you take any action.

we are not sure about banner or setting up booth for people to to sign more petition or print fl yer to spread the news or create awareness. this means we might need to bring laptop, printer or a sound system to coordinate too.(cause we never gonna get approve from HEP.haha) but we will see how it goes as it come.

Feel free to give any suggestion and advice as we not sure what might come on tomorrow morning.all reply can go to the main page wall or messages,

P/s: to coordinator, kindly give a briefing in the morning before we do anything.

a friendly reminder from,

Jonathan Tew,
A friend who care.
http://www.malaysiakini.com/v6/link.php?http%3A%2F%2Fenglish.cpiasia.net%2Findex.php%3Foption%3Dcom_content%26view%3Darticle%26id%3D1748%3Aum-charge-students%26catid%3D118%3Acpi-press-releases%26Itemid%3D162

http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=188217132587



Wednesday, 26 August 2009

goodbye 21...

I am who I am.
and glad to be who I am.
getting another fresh start in a few more minute..
goodbye 21..

Sunday, 23 August 2009

I love u...

it was a grace that lord put u in my life,
what would i be, where would i live,
if u never come into my life,
i can't imagine,

how could i drink, how could i eat?
by God's grace maybe, but when you were there,
you change my life,my life style,my sight,my experience,my everything.

everytime i have u in my hand, i feel that a lot thing i can do,
everytime i saw u in someone else hand,
i feel jealousy pop up from d bottom of my heart,
i work so hard to make u become part of my life,
yet everytime u leave easily me without saying goodbye.....
not many people know that you hold a great portion in my heart,
i never spoke it out in public but i know how i feel for u deep down,

no matter rich or poor i won't leave u,
no matter good time or bad time i still need u,
no matter how they laughed i will still hold u in my hand,
and i won't let go, always and forever,love u..
and that soar point u made in my heart,
and the wonderful things u bring to my life,
if only u can be with me forever,
but u always belongs to others,

still, i love u...money

Monday, 27 July 2009

i'm alive still..

Time really flies...
already the fourth week of the sem,
thought things gonna be better,
but it was just more and more homework and things to be done.
a lot of fun thou...

-Junior visitation,go a round colleges and talk to juniors,finding out their orientation was worst then our badge, together with all ever noisy PKVians and have a jug of mango ice blenge which cost only 2 ringgits(must try at 8th college)...




her draft...........sylvia kena hammer!!....end product!!
-Malam suai kenal, intrude cherlene background design and turn to something really different from her 1st draft,(hope she wasn't mad bout that),serve as guitarists for PKV big event for very 1st time(was really terrible during practice but things go well on the night, start to know some musician really aim fro prefect(i mean..who don't)) and learn the pkv theme song, meet back the oldies(almost gonna graduate seniors) and juniors from our own fac..
-Chung ling alumni association, finding less and less people from our year and lot ppl donno go where d, but still enjoyed the long never meet pizzas and the remains of a few and great chat..



-german film, must say a very big sorry to kit and vern, thou we made a very good short film the might stand a chance to win RM400 for German week but might be my fault(or maybe the stupid postman) that the film wasn't sent. but enjoy the process and a reminder of not being ALAs Mutter..You two are amazing..
-Campus night, the night that a lot of pppl aeroplane me, but at least someone didn't hahaa..
like wat pastor said, like the Mr. labah-labah, it really made me think, my destiny...what or who will it be..
-GAla dinner, well..took lots of photo with super charming and pretty dressed up ladies and guy,thou we already look good even in casual wear haha..and enjoy the whole night, i like the intro of every awards,it was super funny and really good, i think i was willing to see more it more than who get the awards,haha..like the new building design can't wait to see the seed we planted to be sowwed. and that day in the morning during mission pledge and dinner time, suddenly have a budden to serve in children ministry, really love the smiles on their faces, and really touched by God how things can be done.. keep me in prayer for this matter please..



-college event wasn't so much for me, no one dare to "force" to any events in college even i'm new as i'm senior, and i think ppl just don't wanna see a grey hair ah pek to kacau them(by the way my hair is burguny in colour now, look dark and a bit purple under the sun, which i DIY all by myself..and debate..can be very enjoyable to see them talk and think just be sitting aside, sometimes it was beyond the reason to come, and just be there to support.



-told someone that someone i like doesn't know i like that someone.enjoyed the chat.
-i like learnning new things, but sometime just can't be in mode to study, i just wanna enjoy the adventure of new world i never see, but sometime we need to pay the price, having 10hours none stop class with only 10 minites break every 2 hours wasn't easy..and continue with 4 hours the next day and 8 hours each for the next two day was killing me(maybe just why i never really recover from the sicknees), just hope all thing can be work out, before i really burn out..

well just thank God that i'm alive still..

P/s: my harddisk still break down.....who know where to send to the nearest western digital factory

killing time table...

if u try to find me in folowing time i will not answer ur phone..God bless those who are busy..

Hari
Kod
Keterangan/Catatan
Masa
Lokasi

Isnin
TBEG3143
PENTERJEMAHAN AMALI DUA HALA BAHASA JERMAN I
08:00 AM-09:50 AM
TB3

TBEG2117
KEMAHIRAN BAHASA JERMAN V
10:00 AM-11:50 AM
BERINGIN

TBEG3141
WACANA DAN TEKS DALAM BAHASA JERMAN
12:00 PM-01:50 PM
TB3

TBEG2117
KEMAHIRAN BAHASA JERMAN V
02:00 PM-03:50 PM
BEBARU

TBEQ1304
BAHASA PORTUGIS 2 (B)
04:00 PM-05:50 PM
MERSAWA

Selasa
TBEJ1301
BAHASA JEPUN 1 (A)
12:00 PM-01:50 PM
MERPADI

GREK1018
CAT AIR CINA
02:00 PM-03:50 PM
BS 2 SKET

Rabu
TBEG2117
KEMAHIRAN BAHASA JERMAN V
10:00 AM-11:50 AM
STUDIO AUD

TBEG2117
KEMAHIRAN BAHASA JERMAN V
12:00 PM-01:50 PM
SAC 3

TBEG3151
BAHASA DAN KESUSASTERAAN JERMAN II
02:00 PM-03:50 PM
TB3

TBEQ1304
BAHASA PORTUGIS 2 (B)
04:00 PM-05:50 PM
MERSAWA

Khamis
TBEG3153
BAHASA DAN TAMADUN JERMAN II
10:00 AM-11:50 AM
GR35

TBEJ1301
BAHASA JEPUN 1 (A)
12:00 PM-01:50 PM
MERPADI

TBEG3152
SINTAKSIS BAHASA JERMAN
02:00 PM-03:50 PM
MERJAGUNG

TBEG2141
FONETIK & FONOLOGI BAHASA JERMAN
04:00 PM-05:50 PM
SEMPULUT

Saturday, 11 July 2009

It Gonna be GOOD!!

Finally, things are getting better, with God grace and blessing from above,

1.end up with a lot of photos and great time with friends and family back in in penang during holiday .enjoyed the camps and events and meeting from 8th penang(boys Brigade if u don't know)and the cheer as winner in drill com. And happy to be re-enrol as BB officer with people that are great to serve together. of course not to forget the krappi trip wwith vermin House and German language students.Love ya ppl.

2.get the offer from 7th kolej in UM on the 6th day of school and finished moving everything from the car(have to thanks my uncle for his generousity) after 5 times walking up and down to the 4th floor which almost like maze to me finding the room which are meant for 3 people including me in 2 window and 'fan"ed (thanks God for that) all by 1 person, ya which is me of course, haven't meet my roommates.think they got class or something, but still very happy even thou have to stuck almost everything in 1 cupboard,which is incredibly small for my stuffs,have to left some on my bed.then when out for cell. thou tired, but happy for ending live of wondering and hunting for house not knowing can get a not...some other ppl still waiting and finding until 15th and need to fight with 2nd intake students for rooms.and i can save the money for transport and food, (Rm 10 per day with wifi unlimited water and electicity and 3 meal a day..sound very good right...hehe)just 10 minit walk from my fac and another 5 for me to climb down the stair..

3. Cellgroup!! yeah come back after like almost 2 month.. glad to see everyone still in one piece..thou kena sabo ..ok.. punished because of Ivy's Big Fish..(i 'll remember that) and love Kelvin when he "say out john 3:16 with 5 peices of paper in your mouth"(this is wat i actually wrote...)(and thanks to si xuan now everyone knows it..wait till your turns sis...) it is great to have cell as family and everyone supports u whenever u need..in return you just need to love them back..enjoy the time fellowship with everyone and together think out new names for the supper place with good nasi lemak otak-otak, and roti cheese without Kaya..haha...

4. Just finished register all the course which i need for this sem, took 10 course and 22 credit hours and 34 hours (i suppose) a week. taking German portuguese again and adding a new one japanese!!still need to practise the hiragana(which i think really look llike fish to me) and all the german major course like phonetics literiture,styntax, history ,text anaylis and a curriculum subject computer design basic..hope everything goes well.. everything go so smooth till u won't believe it, it was clash here and there and the office won't change anything , and thanks to my felllow coursemate and the course coordinator..it work out great.. or i need to extend my grduation day...hehe...

5.meeting a lot of new ppl from PKV, juniors and happy to meet back those crazy PKVians, we come out with two new songs in 15 minitues.. cool is it? junior visitation start and already more than 50 turn up for 1st meeting..we haven't even cover a few college.. MSK up coming and things r happening..(think can grab ppl to campus outreach event for church thru this hehe).

6. Laptop still alive!!wow!!, that day tangan gatal go and change my harddisk and then cannot boot, i just gone black....i was crying like mad as i still got one more year to go and no money to buy new one yet...so try to save it by replacing the old one. but it didn't work, almost call every expert iknow and consult every computer Genuis(i tot) try asking for help, so end up i go low yat buy one OS disc try to make i recover, so at least got screen d.. but it won't get in to window..
that i pray so hard, and after clicking here and there and find some bugs and do it still can'y get thru, finally no choice try use cs prompt to change it after a few try and erorr... finally now got window vista home premium (i use original home basic previously) so Yeah!!!or i don't know how to survive without my lappy for the next two sem...but my external disc still cannot read anyone out there can help.. no extra money to pay to low yat ppl.. but at least now got laptop la haha..

7. relationship..never really share with anyone,but feel things might happen.. is she giving me a signal?..or i just need to stop to make sure things don't get worst..no matter how offen we see each other or distance that might bring us a part later, just glad that God put her in my life.

After all, everything is gonna be GOOD..

Friday, 8 May 2009

..wesak day??


i should bang myself on the wall...


how could i miss Ps.pat sharing on friday nite...

when i experienced something great on thursday...

on the day before he share abiut the different between man @woman..no...Guys @Girls,

where man have boxes in their mind,

so when he thinks.. he will just pull out a box and talk only about that box, such as career, car, family,house, mother in law... everything in boxes...and just one box at the time,


and woman,... and woman..

no boxes but like the internet,.. which means everything is connected..where money is link to careeer, career is link to car car is link to man and etc etc etc..


so.. when two person fight...a man will talk about everything only inside the event and woman will talk the event and link it to everything...hmm.. so never start a fight with woman cause u will die out of it because to her everything is connected...



why so? because woman remember thing or event with emotion, but man they just remember the event or even don't remember at all....


and to woman they always have something to do in their mind as everything is connected and for man not so,because inside all the boxes of his mind there is a box call the "nothing box"

so sometime he will just put out that box and think "nothing" do "nothing"and "talks "nothing"


Ps pat is really good at all this stuff and he really can speak on the topic...

i really wanna join his sermon,

but today...

i end up myself inside a temple...730pm to 1009pm...(wat a waste!!)

(think my cell leader gonna get mad when she know this):p




my friend even ask me why am i inside a temple when u are a christian?





well i drive my grandma there as she ask me to ...(that time i really pray the sky rain)


all my life i was grow up in a christian family and never celebrate wesak day..but my grandma in KL and her family here still budhist..and a very "faithful" one...below is my uncle and his family and me with my cute little cousin JIA YING..!!





since i was the only driver availalbe and she really care for me, i end up driving a full car of ppl in my uncle car to the temple..



at first i try to wonder around and act like a tourist and then i just took a few snap photo and look a rouund and then go a side and pull out my "nothing" box..that time really regret why i wasn't at CHC Church and waste my time here,







i saw there is a collection of money if u wanna get bless u need to pay for like RM10.00. and i count the cup some how is like a landen cup, i was like at least 35 x 10 x7x30 ++ cup there... think the amount for one night is almost half of our Arise and BUild building funds, cause not just the cup, they got lots more stuff and wishing coins and bathing water like that.."phew"



















just wanna compare two diffent place here,... sorry grands, i would really like to choose to go to my most HAPPENING EXCITING PRAYING church CITY HARVEST...


i be there tomoro ,,.. i told myself..

Friday, 1 May 2009

Friends...and Family(s)..

Spend almost two years already in KL....
meet a lot of great people that come in to bless my life(both good and bad ways)and grateful about that. these a few that i spend most of my time with, where we meet every week and everyday..

my beloved cell groupE26 + E5 and sometime E18....of city harvest church...just realise i never took any photo in church. I 'll make sure i do..hanging around and growing together with this family is a greet blessing from Him..



well this is PKVUM (CM) in short means my uni christan fellowship...great place for senior to care and junior to care back..and where u can come without agenda or anything but enjoy to serve and caring to others. gonna miss those who are graduating this year...





my housemate..didn't actually spend a lot of time together thou we stay together as our timetable never match..sometime can even see ones for weeks....the only time we get together is like someone birthday and treasurer come chase money from us hahaha..thou still happy...







UM chinese Debate马大辩论队 不好意识,这里的经历很难用言语来形容。太多欢乐太多感触,只能在回忆里品尝。只能感谢上帝让我与你们一起成长。

and of cause most important of all, my super duper super charming Kamaradinen...siew kit and yi vern...sorry to say this is my whole class already ...yes..only 3 of us in this course..we spend like at least 4 day having class together and suffer when one of us didn't up with the lecturer (sumtime one on one with Lehrerin) and laugh thru out the sem..really get good support from each and other...and sometime go out to mid valley to "fa xie"when the lecturer din't turn up last minute...haha..

and many more people which i don't have photo together with them...\(well don't blame me,i haven't buy one camera,or u never send me the photo...hehe)

to many people i meet, might be we start by one or twice,but our friendship is build and relationship remains, and i will make it grow as time go by...till next time ..
and thank God again for bringing these awesome groups of ppls in to my life...